Life-How to not become an introvert.

I am an introvert. I mean in public. If I spend time with my friends, with the person who I’m familiar , I might be the most craziest person . I believe that most of the person just like me .Sometimes we like social and sometimes we don’t like social .Sometimes social just too hard for me .Especially introduce myself in front of many strangers. I find it awkward to even pronounce my own name. I think it might be the most hardest thing for someone just like me. In 2020 August ,I need to go to a new place alone. To be honest ,I am really excited .I imagine that I can meet new friends and try to be independent. I know that I really need to step out from the comfort zone. But the first day I reached the place. All the things just go totally different than what I expect. I thought that every person came there alone .I thought that I will be the person who drive the atmosphere .They are all a group of people talking and laughing. I was really afraid to come forward alone. I am anxious to find a partner who are alone like me. Looking around, everyone has made new friends except me. I was so frustrated, I wanted to go up and say hi to them. But when I face a group of people by myself, I suddenly get cold feet. Lastly ,I choose to give up. Think about getting to know someone tomorrow. But in the end tomorrow is just like today. In the end it becomes harder and harder to start my first step and I try to give up.

Once the class met for the first time and we needed to discuss the details of the activity. I want to speak my mind many times, but I really afraid to speak in front of many people. They had a heated discussion, in sharp contrast to my quiet self. Until a person noticed me, he seemed to notice my lack of confidence. He try to talk to me ,ask my opinion ,try to make me feel confident and discover my worth in the conversation. With his help ,I show the real me ,a talkative person .I really inspire to become the person just like him .A person who can discover who just like me and try to make her talk. Try to make her doesn’t feel left out of the conversation. It is really lucky thing for an introvert to meet an angel like this .But if u did not have the luck ,how about u try to become the person and help others .Try to discover the person who just like u and formed a group and help each other.